Sunday, March 3, 2019

Rum Jungle


We stared at the Gamba Grass,
A wall of imported infestation,
And dreamed what this place could be
With time and hard work -
A locus of loss
Transformed into gain.
Our daughter revels in the space,
Hardly knowing which stick to whack
Or which anthill to dismantle
With her enthusiasm.
We pat ourselves on the back
For getting her outdoors,
Away from smartphones, iPads and TV,
Jumping on her trampoline
In the shade of an African Mahogany
Where the red dirt cools
And shifts to grey.

There were warnings:
First, a Kingfisher skewered
On the barbed wire fence,
Still breathing, beak moving,
Opening and closing slowly
Like a rusty hinge;
Then the apocryphal tale
Of how this place derived its name -
Bullock train drivers
Stranded on their northward trek,
Wet season trapping them
In cages of Pandanus,
They consumed their entire consignment of rum.
I imagine them half insane from drink,
Humidity and insects, lying prone
Inside sodden canvas tents
Turned crimson by sunset.

In the evenings
A breeze picks up drying sweat,
Flocks of parrots flit busily
Seeking secure perches,
Fruit bats flap languidly,
Eucalypts curve anthropomorphic,
Tinged pink by a reddening sky
As we sip G 'n' Ts on the deck,
Contemplating dinner,
Hearing no car horns
Or telephone rings.
Night drops like a wet tarp
Spangled with shards of glass.
This place cares not for us.
Tomorrow the wallabies might visit,
Keeping low in the morning mist,
Silent and watchful as they graze.

© shaun patrick green 2019

Saturday, March 2, 2019

Homecoming.


If I don't offer you comfort
It is because my mind has gone
Packed up and left in the
Middle of the night
No forwarding address
So I cope on a day-to-day basis
Not bad for a man in stasis
But I'm not entirely sure of who I am

I weed the garden
Cook dinner
Listen to my wife complain about work
And wonder to myself:
Where is this?
How did I get here?
What do I do now?

Apparently, lawns are mowed
Sunday mornings
Pools are cleaned
BBQs scraped
Gas bottle filled
The leaf blower is given a workout
And when the noise stops
Only a breeze moving leaves
You sink back into the aircon
And wonder what
All the fuss was about

You sleep tight
Alcohol assisted
And if it rained last night
You definitely missed it
Then you wake
Check the calendar
See another day has passed
Each day following each day
More teleological than the last
Until time stops

Wouldn't that be a grand thing?
No more lawnmowers
Or leaf blowers
Only the cold mineral glint
Of stars slowly dying
The notion of peace at last
In a universe reduced to dust

If one day my mind chooses to return
I don't quite know what I would say
"Welcome back," or "I missed you,"
Or "Did you forget your wallet?"
Or "How was your day, honey?"
None of these are funny
But they express the banality
Of a homecoming finally
Where ones best friend and companion
Has been away.

© shaun patrick green 2019